The Book!
For those of you who had contacted me, please feel free to ask whatever questions you wish regarding my upcoming book and I will do my best to answer you with the information I have.
Thanks,
Dawn
For those of you who had contacted me, please feel free to ask whatever questions you wish regarding my upcoming book and I will do my best to answer you with the information I have.
Thanks,
Dawn
September 21st, 2004 at 10:15 am
Hello, Just wanted to say the website is great and goodluck with your book, cant wait to read it. Best of luck!!
Lesley
September 21st, 2004 at 1:10 pm
Hi, Lesley and thanks for leaving a comment. I hope you come back when the site is finished. There is going to be a lot of information added once the actual design is implemented, hopefully in the near future. This is just a temporary design.
I’m not Dawn, I’m just her Web designer but want to thank you for stopping by and taking the time to leave Dawn a message. As you may have figured out, all comments on this site are moderated – meaning that comments will not be displayed until they are approved. Because of the sensitive nature of this blogs content, Dawn and I felt it was necessary to moderate all comments.
September 21st, 2004 at 4:22 pm
Thanks Lesley. Glad to hear from you and hope you are well. Since this site is so new, I would be more than open to any suggestions you might have. If there is anything you think would be helpful, a topic, a question, a link, please let us know. Thanks again.
September 21st, 2004 at 8:51 pm
I just checked out the site, good start, I cannot wait to check it out once it is completed… congratulations! It’ll be a great place to stay updated on the status of your book.
September 24th, 2004 at 9:56 am
I think this is a great platform and I’m really looking forward to the book!
September 25th, 2004 at 2:07 pm
hi dawn, I was wondering where is the book going to start, when your a teenager or older or is it going to be about your whole life. thanks, Lesley
September 27th, 2004 at 5:31 am
I was wondering when the book is going to be released?
September 27th, 2004 at 8:49 am
Hi, we are shooting for fall/winter 2005. I know this seems a long way away, but I am told that these things take this kind of time no matter what. Thanks for asking.
Dawn
September 27th, 2004 at 10:27 am
Hi Dawn. I can’t wait to read your book. I was once in the same sort of lifestyle and somehow made it out okay. Was just wondering if you had any words of wisdom for me on how to write my own book. I have been writing poetry, etc. since I was 12 and I am now 31 and people who know me always say that I should write a book. Where would I start?
Thanks,
Kristianne
September 27th, 2004 at 10:32 am
Hi Dawn,
I was once in the same lifestyle for many years as you were. I can’t wait to read your book. The best books are those written from experience, I believe. Do you have any suggestions on how I could write my own book about my experiences. The people I know always tell me I should write a book but just don’t know how to go about getting it started. Any words of wisdom from you would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Kristianne
September 28th, 2004 at 8:15 am
Hi. Glad to hear you got out of your situation safely. Nothing can be more painful, yet healing than to write your story down. The only information I can pass on to you is what my experience has been/is with regard to the book.
First, you have to write it, and as I mentioned in an earlier post, the beginnings, for me, started with a time-line prompted accidentily by Val Kilmer. From the time-line came an outline of chapters and with that in hand, I began to fill in the blanks.
Brace yourself, for like you said, the best books are those that are written from experience, and in order accomplish that, you must be honest. Painfully honest.
Take good care of yourself, have a support system close by and write more poetry. For me, poetry was very healing and in my book I describe how I often found solace in writing the verses that lay heavy on my heart back then. There are, in fact, some dramatic moments involving poetry in a few of my chapters and I do include some of my poems as well as one from Val.
This is alot to start with, there is much more to producing a book, but a step at a time for me was best. I wish you the best of luck.
Dawn
October 17th, 2004 at 6:16 pm
And what will the title be? I was told it would be called The Raod Thru wonderland…is this correct?
October 18th, 2004 at 9:18 am
Yes. The working title is “The Road Through Wonderland”. But ultimately the publisher has the final word. Thanks
October 21st, 2004 at 4:13 pm
I was just wondering if there will be a book tour to Canada after its release. I loved the movie and I can’t wait to find out more of the details.
Thank you
October 22nd, 2004 at 6:38 pm
HI,
Canada will be on the list. I have many good friends there.
Thanks,
Dawn
October 26th, 2004 at 9:03 pm
Hi Dawn,
I realise the question I am about to ask is very sensitive and may not be answered, but do you believe John was there on the night of the murders?
October 28th, 2004 at 10:26 pm
Hi Michelle,
Not only do I believe it, I know it. John himself admitted it. To Sharon, me, the police. He had to. We were the only ones he could turn to back then.
Dawn
November 16th, 2004 at 2:49 am
I made an earlier post asking what the title of the book was. Of course I should have browsed your site a little more and I would have found this out for myself. I also read your bio. I’m also from New Jersey, about 30 minutes north of Pt Pleasant in Middletown. SO now that I know that I’m looking at a release date of 2005, I can tell you that I will be chomping at the bit waiting. I am definitely going to look for Wonderland on DVD and add it to my collection though. Sometimes channel surfing and being restless pays off huge dividends. Regards from Jersey… Joe
November 17th, 2004 at 9:51 am
Just have to say hello back to Jersey. Memories of Asbury Park, the Boardwalk and stories from my great grand mother about the Hindenburg (sp). My book starts here, in New Jersey, romping in the woods and catching fireflies.
My best to the East.
Dawn
November 17th, 2004 at 8:57 pm
Well i finally got a chance to see the movie, and now I’ll have to go out and get the book!! You seem to be an incredibly smart strong woman.. good luck!! I will visit your site on a regular basis!!
December 9th, 2004 at 7:04 pm
Hello Dawn, I would want to know if your book will be translated in Italian and sold in Italy. I can’t wait for that book, I’m too curious…maybe I will read it in english! Thanks, Andrea.
December 13th, 2004 at 11:23 am
Dawn,
I recently saw Wonderland by mistake on HBO. I thought it was an amazing and heart wrenching look at love, drugs and violence. I was especially moved by your character and had to seek out information on the book you are writing. Please let me know when it comes out as I would love to purchase it. You struck such a chord with me because I was in a similar relationship with a man very reminiscence of John Holmes. Luckily, I finally left him. It was liberating and heartbraking all at the same time. I still think about the good, the bad and all the between and it is so hard to leave those memories in the past. I wish you all the best and I can not wait to read your book and learn more about you. Good things do come to those who have struggled the most – I truly believe this.
December 13th, 2004 at 6:18 pm
Hello Dawn,
First I want to tell you I admire your strength and am looking foward to reading your book. I don’t know if you get into this in the book, but how hard was it to adjust to being in a healthy relationship after being so used to the unhealthy relationship you had with John. I’m asking because I’m just getting out of a similar relationship now after 8 years. My situation is slightly different because I have a 6 year old child with this person. Do you think counseling is the best answer?
December 15th, 2004 at 8:31 am
Hello Dawn,
I just watched Wonderland for the third time last night. I’m not sure how accurate it is with the truth hopefully it is. I found that I was able to relate to it at many levels. I myself spent many years on the downward spiral of drug addiction the streets and prostitution.
When will your book be coming out or is it out at this time.
Looking forward to reading it. I am in the process of write a book myself.
Thanks,
Ashley
December 28th, 2004 at 11:12 pm
Hello Dawn,
I recently saw the movie Wonderland and I have to say that I am glad you came out of this alive and well and willing to tell your story. It must have been so hard to rehash those old memories. I think it was encouraging to women who have found themselves in a similar situation to know that there is hope.
I am anxoiusly awaiting the release of your book. Could you please let me know what the final title and release date will be?
Thank you for being strong and encouraging. God Bless and good luck.
December 28th, 2004 at 11:16 pm
What is the name of your book and when does it come out? Good luck in your future.
Fred
January 6th, 2005 at 4:22 pm
Dawn,
I watched the movie last night and am glad that I have found this website. I am very happy to see the positive side of your life. I see from your bio that you were a windsurfing instructor while in Thailand. I was wondering if windsurfing played a part in your healing and if you still windsurf today?
Good Luck
Jack
January 6th, 2005 at 7:05 pm
Hello all,
It never ceases to amaze me how so many can relate to this story. I truly appreciate everyone sharing their experiences. As far as the windsurfing question goes: Yes, being in the warm waters of Thailand — sailing on a quiet ocean around happy, non-judgmental people, was very healing. No one there had ever heard of Wonderland or John Holmes, from what I knew. I was myself, unaffiliated with a horrible past — truly an escape that allowed me to find my place in this world. Sure, I had alot of sadness, anger and many other emotions to process, but I could think of no other better place to do so. Recently, the terrible tsunami waves that hit my old beach, Patong Beach, has haunted me today. Like everyone, I am still trying to wrap myself around the whole event and am simply grieving right now.
Thanks again for all the sharing. I can’t tell you how much it means to me to read your comments.
Blessings,
Dawn
January 10th, 2005 at 3:49 am
Hi, Dawn i hope you ‘ll have a future full of happiness, and i’m sure that your painfull experience will give you the possibility to be stronger . Look at the future the sun is still shining for everyone that is able to appreciate it. Kisses Paolo from Italy!!
January 25th, 2005 at 11:16 am
Wonderland has to be the best movie I have seen in a long time. When is your book The Road to Wonderland going to be realesed or is it already. I really related to the story. That was me only a few years ago when I was a teenager. Thank you for telling your story and I cant wait to read the book. Best wishes, Tracy
January 31st, 2005 at 5:20 am
Hi
I am from Australia and have been trying to track down your book with no success so far. Could you please help me out I am dying to read your story!
February 13th, 2005 at 10:11 pm
Hi Dawn – any news on how your book is coming? Also – I just watched the movie – really fascinating. I’m sure you are asked this a lot but whatever happened to David Lind – did you ever know. Thanks
February 18th, 2005 at 1:59 pm
Sandman:
David Lind died of a drug overdose (heroin) in 1995.
March 2nd, 2005 at 7:17 am
Hi Dawn.
I Cant Tell You How Great I Think You Are, I Just Have One Question… How Was John Really, I Absolutly Loved The Movie Wonderland, But I Would Really Love To Know Where I Can Get Your Book..
March 10th, 2005 at 6:07 pm
Hello there, i have just watched the movie “wonderland” for the first time, and i was just wondering…Does the movie tell it liked it happend?…if you don’t mind me asking.
March 17th, 2005 at 12:01 am
Hi, the book isn’t out yet. It is in the editing process. As far as the movie being accurate, it was as close as possible for a complicated story with less than two hours to tell it. The only thing I need to add is that there is so much more to the story.
Thanks, by the way, for the kudos. I’m just happy to be able to tell my story.
Peace.
Dawn
March 22nd, 2005 at 4:29 pm
Dawn,
I want to tell you that you are so brave being able to get out of such a horrible situation. Props to you!!!!! I have watched Wonderland about a million times, it is one of my favorite movies. The actors were absolutely amazing!!! Val Kilmer did a fabulous job playing John, as well as Kate Bosworth playing you. I have always been very curious about John Holmes and after the first time I watched Wonderland, I was even more intrigued. The movie did make him out to be a very likable guy, which I doubt he was like that in real life. I am just glad to hear you are doing so well, and it is so wonderful that you have this website and actually take the time to answer peoples questions. I cant wait for your book to come out along with everyone else, I want to know the whole story behind the wonderland murders, I do believe he was there, but I cant see him actually killing someone without them forcing him to do it. I know that he used people and screwed over alot of people, but I still cant see him commiting murder, but then again I dont know him or what he was like. I heard that you will be doing a book tour, do you know if you will be coming to Memphis, Tenn.? I also came across a site that was selling the dvd “the wonderland murders exposed” it was actually supposed to have the footage of John talking to the police, they say it is the footage the FBI seized, have you heard anything about this dvd? if so, what are your thoughts on it. The one question that I still cant figure out is, and I dont know if you will be able to answer this, why did they allow laurie holmes (misty dawn) the power to have him cremated, I know she was his wife and all, but it seems like there was so many more people in his life that should have had a say so before her, or maybe at that point there was not to many people in his life. Did you ever know if he really loved her, or just married her because, from what all I have watched and read, it seems he really only had love for you and Sharon. Does she ever try to contact you? Is there times when you ever miss John? Sorry for so many questions, I guess I need to just wait for the book. Anyways, thanks for the amazing job you are doing with this website, and getting the word about violence out there!!!!!!! You are a wonderful person and much luck and love to you and your family in the future!!!!!!!
March 24th, 2005 at 9:14 am
Hi Dawn,
i just watched the Wonderland movie and thought how amazing you were. i know you have a book coming out, but when will it be on release in the U.K?
March 24th, 2005 at 11:35 am
Hello,
Yes, I think all the actors did a fantastic job too! A very intense movie in which everyone is very proud, including James Cox and Captain Mauzner.
The questions about the former Mrs. Holmes, I don’t know. She seems very angry and confused. I don’t know her and she doesn’t know me. Yes, she has tried to leave destructive messages on this site, but my administrator deletes them. I can simply say she has absolutely no knowledge of my relationship with John and her anger is misguided. Sharon, myself and the murders happened way before she met him and that is about all there is to say on this subject.
As for the book coming out in the UK, it is my understanding that Europe is right behind the States in releases. I could be wrong. Sorry, but I won’t know more until I finish the editing of my book. Alot of work, but I’m on it.
Take care and thanks for the wonderful words of support,
Dawn
March 24th, 2005 at 2:34 pm
Laurie Holmes does seem very angry, it is hard to believe anything she says. I was looking at the John Holmes website, and I was reading his bio, she completely left out the part about him being married and you. I thought that was really strange considering you and Sharon were 2 main parts of his life. I also went back and looked again, I noticed the dvd I mentioned earlier “the wonderland murders exposed” was made by her and some agency, so I doubt it is anywhere near the truth, I will just wait for your book. Also, will your book tour be coming to Memphis, Tenn.? Thank you so much for replying to my earlier post. You are such a kind person!!!!!
March 25th, 2005 at 6:04 pm
****I noticed the dvd I mentioned earlier “the wonderland murders exposed†was made by her and some agency,****
I don’t know how Laurie can make a DVD about something that she knows nothing about, she wasn’t even there at that time, and she didn’t even know John then.
March 25th, 2005 at 8:03 pm
Amber –
That is the same thing I was thinking, go to Johns website and read his bio, it doesnt even mention Dawn or Sharon, which was 2 main parts of his life. I thought that was absolutely crazy, she trys to make it look like she was the only woman in his life. So weird. I was going to but that dvd, but when I saw that she made it, my mind changed. I wouldnt buy it at all now. I am awaiting Dawns book. Then you will finally get to read something that is the truth.
March 27th, 2005 at 4:03 pm
hi dawn,
I’m a it of a lurker on this log but I just wanted to say that you are a constant source of inspiration for me; I have nothing but awe and respect for you. I look forward to the book – I’m sure that it will blow me away. You are a very strong woman and it’s incredibly uplifting to see how you’ve rebuilt your life after everything you’ve been through.
xxx maz
April 22nd, 2005 at 12:08 am
Hi Dawn… My husband and I watched Wonderland in the theatre when we won tickets through a local paper. We absolutely loved it! It is definitely my favorite movie. We bought the DVD the day it came out. My husband’s birthday is coming up soon and I’d love to get him something really original. I’ve already bought him the soundtrack, posters, small pictures and stuff. Is there any chance I could buy something from you that has something to do with you and John? Possibly a photo or something? He’s a very difficult man to buy for because he’s happy with everything he’s got, but something straight from you would blow his mind! I don’t have a ton of money, but if you have anything to offer, just let me know what you’d like.
Can’t wait for the book!
Our thoughts are with you. Your strength is an inspiration.
April 24th, 2005 at 2:14 pm
hey again dawn+gloria! I REALLY NEED to kknow why sharon only went forward with her info after john died?Or is that too complex a question? I get the feeling that she is a very loving person, with little hate in her heart, or maybe i am out to lunch…Anyway, i just thought, why wouldn’t she say anything and have no justice brought for the victims?Sure they weren’t perfect people but i’m sure susan may have found that kind of closure helpful? Or am i just going to have to wait for the book?
April 27th, 2005 at 12:03 pm
Hi Dawn,
im so glad you made it and are still living today! i didnt know anything about you or john until i rented wonderland i cant help wondering what it must have been like to live in LA at that time and in your situation. i cant help thinking about it sometimes i myself was somehow involved in the porn industry for a short time i now have a friend who i believe is involed in drugs in a very bad way i dont see him much anymore just a call once in a while when he is in need of money i dont know what to do i so much want to help him he want let me i dont know what to do sometimes i feel like something really bad is going to happend to him sometimes i try to figure out how he might have gotten so involed in his habit he will not talk about it i dont know what to do what would you do ?
May 17th, 2005 at 11:09 am
Can’t wait for your book to come out. I just watched the movie a few days ago & thought it was really well done & can’t seem to get the whole thing off my mind. Good luck in your life
May 21st, 2005 at 11:24 pm
Hi Dawn,
Have you any word of the progress of your book? I’m looking forward to reading it. I’m sure you’ll let us all know when the time comes, but I had to ask. =)
Best-
Jen.
May 22nd, 2005 at 8:16 pm
i can´t wait to nread your book and know more about you….do have any other one before this one????cause i think i heard this is your second………is that rigth?????cause i can´t wait to know more about your life because the movie really caugth my attention..bye
May 30th, 2005 at 2:01 am
Hey Dawn, I just saw the movie Wonderland for the first time…it is a great movie…can’t wait for your book to be out!! Best of luck=)
June 7th, 2005 at 5:32 am
My sister say wonderland on cable a week ago and made me rent the video the next day. Eventhough it is a sad story, the movie is great. At the end of the movie, it says that you wrote a book. I have been searching like crazy for the title and the author, but have come up empyt-handed. Please email me the title and author of the book. Thanks so much and glad to hear you are doing well.
June 9th, 2005 at 10:09 am
Hi Dawn,
Let me start by saying how much I admire you for turning your life around and revealing the wonderful woman you are today despite the past. I was once in a horrible relationship, bound to a man by drugs and money. He is in jail now, and luckily I am very successful due to the strength that I have earned by going through these events due to bad choices.
I would love to read your book, and would also like to know if you have signed copies available for purchase?
Take care,
Shannon
June 10th, 2005 at 10:45 pm
I am sorry to be a nuisance, I have looked but I am not sure where to buy Dawns first book. I have looked on Amazon – Is it available to buy yet??
June 11th, 2005 at 6:53 pm
Hi Dawn,
I admire your courage and glad that you left that lifestyle behind. I was a heavy coke user in the 80’s but unfortuneantly did not escape the wrath of AIDS. I was wondering, do you still think of John and what might have been?
June 11th, 2005 at 9:31 pm
Hi Dawn, I cant believe I found this website. I have watched Wonderland several times now, and have been looking at different articles about it on-line. It had such an impact on me when the credits quit rolling, that this had actually happened. It was not just a movie. I have to commend you on getting clean and helping others. I have been clean for a while now, and it is an uphill battle daily. I am attending college now and I am thinking of possibly writing a paper on this subject. Anyway, I cant wait for the book to come out – keep us updated on it if you can. Thank you for opening this part of your life to others. – Miranda
June 12th, 2005 at 1:19 am
Hi Dawn! I’m from Brazil and I would like to know if your book goes to be published here in my country!
Thanks!
June 13th, 2005 at 11:28 pm
Hello, So many wonderful comments. Thank you. The book isn’t out yet, I’m afraid and as far as Brazil, I guess if there is a market, then yes.
I’m afraid that is all I know presently. Thank you and blessings.
Dawn
June 16th, 2005 at 12:45 pm
Hi Nicky,
How I feel for you. You are so brave to come out and talk about your situation. I hope you are managing your illness and living life to its fullest!
I do think about John and have since the beginning. But like all past experiences my thoughts of him change. At first lots of anger and pain, then compassion. I cannot deny a huge part of my life as we all must contemplate our experiences, but I have lessons and insight because of it now….some dare to say wisdom. It’s all subjective though, in my opinion.
Bless you and be well,
Dawn
June 20th, 2005 at 12:11 pm
Dear Dawn,
I have seen Wonderland about 20 times now. I have it on my DVR and watch it frequently. I have been in and out of abusive, drug-induced relationships practically my whole life until recently. I have a daughter and I moved far away from my old life style not only for myself, but for her as well. When I watch the movie, I think about her being in that situation. So, I guess you could say you are an inspiration for me to keep on the straight and narrow. I don’t know a lot about you, but I have a deep admiration for you and what you did as far as getting away. Your story keeps me strong, and I just wanted to say Thank You !! And, I will be at the bookstore the day your book comes out. You are definitely a positive role model in my eyes.
Stacy Ann
June 26th, 2005 at 5:52 pm
Dawn, can you please answer my question that i had previously posted? I’ve been waiting and checking since i posted it. Sorry to be a pest, and i wholeheartedly thank you if you do answer…
June 26th, 2005 at 8:43 pm
Janis, I’m sorry that I missed your question. First, how can I explain the danger that John put us in, without going into great, great detail. I know that for awhile she couldn’t say anything because they were married and then after that, as long as John was alive, everyone and everything that he encountered was subject to great danger. Sharon went through some of the hardest of times in her life because of him. She, her family, people she loved were in fear for their lives. I find it something she had no choice about in order to stay as safe as she could while he was alive. Once he was dead, she had what she felt was the freedom to speak out. This is her explaination. I don’t question it. She did the right thing. I know.
I hope this helps you, not knowing why you need this info. Sharon lets me write our story, this is her story too, but I don’t mean to entice you to read my book if you don’t want to. I’m only answering your question. Again, hope it helps.
Blessings,
Dawn
June 29th, 2005 at 2:02 pm
When is your book coming out? I can not wait. I am obsessed by this story. If I could, I would buy the house on Wonderland!!
July 4th, 2005 at 8:38 am
Hi. I just saw the movie Wonderland and at the end it mentioned your book. I really want to read it! I have looked for it on Amazon, but it isnt there. Has it been published yet? And if not when will it be?
July 18th, 2005 at 3:53 pm
hopefully you dont mistaken me for some psychotic freak, for asking the question i did, i just had to ask because i felt compelled to? I also just read the post you made about the woman who supposedly was in the wonderland house, that is absolutely sickening and horrible for you.I believe you are an angel, and a true survivor along with sharon, and ron launius’ wife. Thank you for answering me i really appreciated it!!!!!!!!!!I can’t wait for the book!!!!!!
July 18th, 2005 at 5:43 pm
Thanks Janis,
Like I said, I’m not gonna let her deter me. I hope that whatever I have to share will be taken in the best possible light.
I have also been working hard on the book and hope to have an update for everyone soon.
Take care.
Dawn
August 1st, 2005 at 2:48 am
hey dawn
I was wondering do you think you could have gotten through all that without sharon. do you regret meeting john
August 3rd, 2005 at 7:34 am
Dawn,
Is there a time frame that you anticipate to have the book ready for publishing? I, too, have been awaiting its release for some time; with no avial. Perhaps, you have some type of preset “deadline?”
Thank you,
Holly
August 4th, 2005 at 6:15 am
Hey Dawn, I am moving from Florida to Santa Barbara, CA in the next week. My fiance’s sons live there and he wanted to be closer to them. Any news on when your book will be coming out?
August 5th, 2005 at 4:28 pm
HEY DAWN! been awhile since i last emailed and thought i would say hello again and see how the site is going. lots more people seem to have FINALLY seen Wonderland. I think the site looks great and from what i can read your getting so many people that are going through something that can, in a way, relate to you and your experiences…i think thats great! do you ever do public appearances, or anything like that? just curious.
thanks
sean
September 4th, 2005 at 7:15 am
hey bridann here from Ireland I just cannot get over how strong you are everyone that knows your story must be so proud of how you turned your life around. your an inspiration and just goes to show that no matter how bad you think it is there is light at the end of the tunnel well for you anyway maybe not john . I am dying to read your book. do you regret not getting out of the relationship the first time he abused you
September 14th, 2005 at 6:13 am
Hey..
I was looking at your cite and i was wondering when your book is coming out in the stores?? Is it coming to Denmark also..
Christina.
September 14th, 2005 at 1:25 pm
I cant wait to read your book I am originally from Craig AK, I reside here in Juneau AK, but I spent a great deal of time in Maple Valley WA. I saw the wonderland movie so sharon was not close to you and did john do it like in the movie? Mike
September 18th, 2005 at 4:11 pm
How long till your book is out?
September 20th, 2005 at 9:10 pm
Just wondering when your book in coming out and Where I can get it
September 24th, 2005 at 7:07 pm
Hi Dawn,
I just wanted to thank you for sharing your story with all of us. You are an amazingly strong person. Keep your strength up and always remember that there is so many people out there who credited you on being so strong and courageous. I cannot wait to read your book. God speed and God bless you and your family.
All my best,
Kelly
October 1st, 2005 at 5:12 pm
Hey Dawn! Just wondering if there is any new news on the release of your book. I cant wait to read the experiences you had…you are an inspiration to anyone who needs a strong woman to look up to.
October 3rd, 2005 at 12:30 pm
Hi Dawn,
I have a question about Susan Launius. Was she ever in any danger like you and Sharon were ?? I understand she suffered major head trauma and testified to seeing only shadows, but she was aware of the Nash robbery; she must have known that the two incidents were related. Was she protected by anyone before testifying, because I would think that Eddie Nash would have been keeping a close eye on her since she survived. Do you know anything about what happened to her after and if she is doing o.k. ? I also want to thank you for all of your responses to everyone’s questions and comments, and for keeping us all informed about your book. You are true to your fans, your heart and your purpose.
Thank you,
Stacy Ann
October 8th, 2005 at 4:55 am
Hey Dawn,
I too am a fan of the movie Wonderland. And I’m realy looking forward to reading your book. I was wondering if you ever lived in Portland,Oregon? Or had ties to this town?
Please let me know if the book is out or when it might be available.
Thanks,
Debi
October 8th, 2005 at 6:20 pm
could you let me know a release date on your book ? i am looking forward to reading it. thanks
October 13th, 2005 at 8:57 am
Hello Dawn, I just finished reading the “the Other Hollywood” I thought it was a great book, especially the parts on yourself, the relationship with John, Sharon and of course the Wonderland murders. Do agree with everthing in that book that relates to your story? and I was wondering do you think John was actually involved physically in the murders, that he assisted? I also cant wait to read your book i have ordered at the local library. You are an inspiration to so many i wish you nothing but the best in the future. Thankyou dawn.
October 17th, 2005 at 12:52 pm
Please let me know when the book will be out. The Road Through Wonderland. I really liked the movie version. Cute Val Kilmer. Thanks. PLEASE REPLY!!!!!
October 18th, 2005 at 9:43 am
why does my last message state “awaiting moderation” i also wanted to clarify something. When i asked if you thought John was physically involved with the murders i meant do you think Eddie Nash and his bodyguard made John swing the baseball bat so he would also be an accomplice to murder, not just a hostage/witness to it?
October 20th, 2005 at 2:23 am
Hello Dawn from Australia.
I have just resently watched ‘Wonderland’ and ‘Wadd: the life and times’ and felt compelled to find your website and express my love for you being so open about your experiences. You are helping alot of women. I am curious to know when your book is released and if you know how long it will be before it is released in Australia? Can you recommend any other reading on John or ‘Wonderland murders’?
Always inspired by you.
October 22nd, 2005 at 12:07 am
Hi Dawn
I have watched Wonderland now a few times and I have been checking for your books release date. I know the process takes a long time so I’m eagerly awaiting in Australia. The whole event is interesting and is best read than watched on the screen because it will be your personal view and experience.
Do you know if Sharon has released a book?
Take Care
Belinda
October 25th, 2005 at 3:04 pm
Hey! I was jsut trying to figure out when your book was going to be coming out! I have been waiting for a long time just like everyone else but you haven’t really given us a date or anytime really so please let me know!! Thanks ~ steph ~
October 29th, 2005 at 9:54 pm
I saw “Wonderland” again today and it was an excellent movie. I heard about a book, and as with everyone else I am very anxious to read it. When can we expect it to come out?
November 18th, 2005 at 9:04 pm
Hi Dawn! I just wanted to let you know that I loved the movie Wonderland. I am very intrigued by the case and I am very excited that you are having a book published. I was surprised to find that there is little information about the case.
Good luck with everything. You seem to have done really well for yourself.
Happy Holidays
Tammy
November 21st, 2005 at 11:46 am
Hello to Dawn,
Like so many others, I (along with my husband) very recently watched ‘Wonderland’, (Val Kilmer was astonishing.) ‘Wadd’ and have to say I am impressed and touched by your honesty, courage, and healing. Addiction is probably one of the worst afflictions affecting humankind. It’s something I haven’t experienced on a personal level, but I have known it’s wrath through loved ones also in the midst of it’s grip. I admit I watched these two films with mixed emotions, especially anger and sadness. Sadness and anger for yourself and Sharon, but also for John Holmes. As adults we make choices. Not always healthy choices, but because our past creates our present, sometimes the road to restoration is a long one. Some of us never, ever again attain “life” as we once knew it to be. John Holmes did not make it through the woods and out into the light, but you and Sharon did. Your survival is a testament to your character and to your strength, Dawn. I very much look forward to reading your book. Thank you for giving others like yourself, hope.
November 23rd, 2005 at 10:03 pm
Hello,
I dont know how to explain this, but I have been for years facinated with the tale of John Holmes and others that seem to get trapped in porn. But I admire your honesty but am disappointed that you have not chatted wtih us in a while.
One question, what is yoru view on the women who says she was married to john the last two or three years of his life. She seems to be very negative towards you. Did you ever meet her and do you feel that maybe the rights of John’s movies belong to you since you were such a huge figure in his life?
Just wondering. Hope to hear from you…on this website or at my email address…noriinrad@Aol.com.
November 24th, 2005 at 7:05 pm
I think where rights to the Wonderland movie are concerned, Dawn was in John’s life when the Wonderland murders occurred. Laurie was not and that is what the movie is about. She didn’t get involved w/ John until well after the murders. It seems Laurie is an angry person (according to quite a few people), for reason only known to her.
Dawn, hope you and your family are enjoying the holidays. Most of us know how busy you are right now, so post when you can, we’ll be here. We miss you!!
Nicole D.
December 14th, 2005 at 7:52 am
Hi,
I was wondering if you had yet received a date for when the book is to be published? I am really looking forward to reading your story.
Happy holidays
x
December 15th, 2005 at 2:18 pm
Dawn –
I’m having trouble locating your first book. What is the title and where is it available?
Also I read on here that the 2nd book should be done by now…is it available? I’ve tried amazon.com and only get the movie and john’s book listed.
Help!
December 18th, 2005 at 12:36 pm
Please let us know if and when your book is going to be released. I have been waiting for over 1 year to read it. I can’t wait for it to be released.
Kathy
December 18th, 2005 at 6:48 pm
Hi Dawn,
I cannot wait for your book to come out. Do you know when it will be available. I have been waiting since I saw the Wonderland movie. I admire you for revealing what happened to you and hope that it may keep someone else from going down the same path. You are a strong and caring person.
Also, I think it is great that you published the pic of the missing teacher. I am from South Carolina- very close to Georgia- I will keep my eyes open in hopes of seeing her.
Merry Christmas,
Carol
December 19th, 2005 at 2:53 pm
Dawn –
I have recently inquired about your past books. Today I found 2 on amazon. On the one about Old Califonia History you are listed as the illustrator. Did you write also?
Still haven’t seen your new book yet! ARRRGGGHH! The atisipation is killing us!
Keep us posted…or better yet! Will you be offering it on your website! Hint-Hint!
December 19th, 2005 at 6:18 pm
Dawn,
I am sure ya hear all these wonderful women, ranting and raving about when your book it being published. I know it is hard to pin point the date of release, but can you give them any update on it’s approx. release? We are like a kid at a candy store, darling! Just keep us updated the best ya can, Hon!!
Thank you
Love, Nikkita
December 19th, 2005 at 9:38 pm
Dawn,
I am like everyone else about the book, wondering how much longer it will be until it is released. I can’t wait to read it, and will you be posting all the places and dates you will be appearing on your book signing tour?
Good-Luck,
Printess
December 26th, 2005 at 6:33 pm
Where can I get The Road Through Wonderland? It was on my Xmas list no one could find it,Amazon.com,Barnes and noble , b. Dalton and numerous book stores here in Las Vegas did not carry it any suggestions?Do you have a particular website for ordering?
December 26th, 2005 at 6:39 pm
oops am I a retard or something? so the book The Road Through Wonderland is not published?I thought it was or is it the second book we are waiting on?
January 2nd, 2006 at 12:10 am
Hi Dawn,
I love your website. I, too work with women with addiction and trauma issues (they do go hand in hand don’t they?) I plan on reading your book and incorporating your story in some of the groups I facilitate. Thanks for all you’re doing to help women who need empathy and not judgement. Diana
February 13th, 2006 at 12:52 am
hi dawn, i really loved the movie. and i cant stop thinking about you and john. i need to read this book. i keep searching the web but no results. has the book come out? and is it under your name? please get back to me w/ this information thank you – karissa
February 19th, 2006 at 1:59 am
Hey Dawn, just saying hello, I noticed the last time i was on here was july …geez…but I hope u are well and I am still awaiting the book….take care!
March 9th, 2006 at 8:43 pm
hi,dawn, i am anxiously awaiting your book. yes,i am interested in the wonderland murders but i am more interested in the story of you and john. when i saw wonderland i cried b/c it brought back many memories of my past. for years i’ve never mentioned many things i lived thru. i always felt ashamed and felt no one could possibly understand.i didn’t want to be judged.i’ve been checking on your book for over a year now,do you know any kind of timeline yet? isn’t’ there another dawn schiller author? don’t you get tired of people that ask very personal questions that have nothing to do with what your purpose is? hope you are doing well. p
March 29th, 2006 at 2:56 am
I was just wondering when the release date would be. Your book is one I’m dying to read. I know I’m not the first to ask that question, and I’m sure I won’t be the last, but I really couldn’t help it. I’m an impatient teen, what can I say?
Hope this finds you happy.
April 6th, 2006 at 1:34 am
Hello Dawn i’ll get to the point i’m urgently awaiting the date upon arrival of your Book me and my mum have been talking about it and i had to type “Wonderland” the movie into google then type “the book” anyways here i am so could u send me something to go by? thanks i’m sure it’s worth the wait regardless, and also you have been through alot and the courage you have shown is commended =)
April 11th, 2006 at 3:04 pm
Hello Dawn,
I would love to learn more about your life, and the strength you possess. I was reading through and read where you were discussing how you have found that you have gained the strength to handle anything that life has to throw at you. I have a rocky road throughout life also, and that is actually something I say to myself daily. That no matter what life thinks it can throw at me next, I will not falter to fail. Thank you.
WOW! I can’t believe your real. I know that sounds absolutely crazy, but I was convinced that I would never find anything out about it. I thought that the name was changed, so when I started searching, I was ecstatic to find that you have a site. Wonderland is actually my favorite movie of all time. Not only is it riveting, but the fact that it’s all true and it’s very close to the real story, amazes me. It’s one of those things that you can’t believe could really happen, but yet can’t quit thinking about it and just yearn to learn more. I’m amazed at your strength and can’t wait to read the book. I have been looking for it and by I have read, it should be out by now-right? WHERE DO I GET IT?!?
April 24th, 2006 at 10:10 am
the movie was awsome ur hot
April 27th, 2006 at 8:37 am
HI DAWN, It is a wonderful thing to give back, and you sure do alot of that! I can’t wait to buy the book. Please e-mail me a release date when you have it. Thank-you.
April 29th, 2006 at 3:08 pm
Last entry you had listed the book as “shooting for fall/winter 2005″. I keep checking your site every now and then hoping to see a big banner that says “HERE IT IS, ORDER NOW”. Any idea when the publishers and editors will finally do their job and let your story be told????
May 8th, 2006 at 1:49 pm
I have searched all over the Internet and there is no sign of your book. I have lived a lot of the same life you have (minus the famous people….hehe). I was abused and sexually destroyed as a child/teen/young adult and later became a drug addict. I am really interested in reading your book. Any clue when it will be available for purchase?
June 7th, 2006 at 4:11 am
dear dawn,
i am so intrigued by this whole thing.
please tell in your book what he told you about that night.
i am writing my thesis on this story.
i need the truth.
please let me know the minute the book comes out.
my heart goes out to you,
Steve
June 15th, 2006 at 1:25 pm
I watched Wonderland again on DVD. Everytime I see it something different strikes me about it. For one, there are parts where the acting is exceptional; you get the feeling you are watching a documentary, and not a drama.
Also every character who was dierectly involved with the drug house is now dead, except for Susan Lannius. Every person was damaged in some way. People have become casualties, or at least collateral damage in a culture which indulges heavily in substance abuse. Everything in our society exist on supply and demand; as long as we have an appetite for things which degrade us or other people, these problems will continue.
June 21st, 2006 at 9:58 am
when is your book coming out?
God Bless,
Stephanie
July 3rd, 2006 at 11:43 pm
Hi Dawn,
Congratulations on your nomination on behalf of Volvo –
I wanted to know where I can purchase a copy of your book “THE ROAD THROUGH WONDERLAND” as your life is inspiring on so many different levels and I would like to add it to my library.
Happy 4th of July 2006!
July 4th, 2006 at 2:19 pm
Dawn,
I had no idea who John Holmes was when I first watched Wonderland two years ago. I researched him and discovered a fascinating history. I was a victim of abuse. He was supposed to be my friend and I trusted him. One night I asked him for help and he ended up beating me and attempting to rape me. I guess I put up such a fight that he got bored and shoved me out of the car into the parking lot. He drove off and left me there alone. I tried to report him to the police but was told that my life would be put on trial and I would be the one to blame. I was also told that he had a history of this type of violence and his wealthy parents would “get him off.” I decided to remain quite. I have participated in a Take Back the Night program through East Tennessee State University in Johnson City, TN every year since that happened. The survivors and their stories allowed me to get past that horrible time in my life. I want to say thank you for all that you are doing. I don’t think people really ever know how much they help. Also, I am eagerly awaiting the arrival of your book. Thanks again!
July 7th, 2006 at 12:42 pm
I am looking forward to reading the book too. I think “wonderland” is a great metaphor for the messes we make in our lives, and how, if we don’t clean up our act, far down the scale we can go. It really takes a lot of faith and a conscious contact with God to keep on a straight and narrow path. Everyday for me seems to be a truning point; will my actions be God-centered or self centered? Sometimes life seems more like an endurance test than a joyful experience.
Keep the faith Dawn. No matter how many set backs life throws at us, or how dark things seem to be, the sun will rise again!
July 10th, 2006 at 3:19 am
Dear Dawn, I am a huge fan of the Wonderland film, the acting, music, filming style. I had never heard anything about the wonderland murders or John Holmes until seeing and research it on the net afterwards. You had a very hard time but seemed to have come out and seen the other side. You are a survivor
I can’t wait to read your book, I’m in little New Zealand and wondering when and where it will be available.
Nicki W
July 19th, 2006 at 8:16 pm
Hi Dawn,
I’ve checked your website many times to see when your new book is coming out. I am not only interested in reading it for myself but would like to share it with my book club as well. Could you tell me when your book is coming out please? My turn is coming up soon to pick a book and I would like it to be yours hopefully!!!
You are certainly an inspiration to many people and I commend you for that. Good luck with everything and thanking you in advance for your follow up.
Lisa M
July 20th, 2006 at 8:32 pm
I think writing a book such as Dawn’s is in of itself a horrific challenge if one could imagine re-living our worse nightmare, the fear, panic then multiply ing that ten times maybe then could we understand that its a work in progress. It’s depressing and hard yet at the same liberating because Dawn emerged from that darkness into the light, in other words she made it. I know that I couldn’t begin to write a book about my life without wanting to at least throw the covers over my head and asking myself why am I wanting to put myself in that state of mind again. What I guess I’m trying to say is that while all of us are wanting to get our hands on Dawn’s book we need to be patient and understand. I’m not saying no one here is, I just think that its important to allow Dawn all the time it takes for her to walk through in the end we won’t be dosappointed. As we wait we can all remember to say a prayer for her because its emotionally draining and she has a new life so we need to let her celebrate yet remain understanding.
Thanks!
November 22nd, 2006 at 7:49 am
hello, was wondering if the book is out and what it is called. i carnt find anything anywhere
thanks robby from uk
December 12th, 2006 at 5:06 pm
I really want to purchase the book and read it. Where can I get a copy or when is it coming out? PLEASE LET ME KNOW ASAP!!
December 17th, 2006 at 8:46 am
Hi Dawn,
Could you please tell me the name of your book? I have seen Wonderland twice now, and I just have to say that I felt sorry for John. He led such an awful life. I am so glad you got out when you did. After watching the movie, it made me think back to when I was 15. And I can see how an older man would have So much influence over you. Like I said, I’m so glad you got out when you did. The Best of Wishes to you & your family. GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
December 18th, 2006 at 1:41 pm
Hey Dawn&Glo, I havent been back in months, and like the rest of the ppl Im waiting patiently for the book….any idea as to when it would come out? Please someone answer, I have been waiting two years now….I almost forgot about it until I was in my local video store and saw the wonderland movie, then I thought HEY I havent been on Dawn’s site for forever! Alas, I see that still no book is out……(sob)
December 22nd, 2006 at 9:34 pm
I was wondering about the book. After watching “Wonderland” I was very curious about the story of John Holmes…so I purchased his book off ebay…And I heard about your book. I would like to know when I will be able to purchase your book….
January 17th, 2007 at 5:08 am
Hi Dawn please please please can you let us know when your book is going to be on sale,im so anxsious to read it ,i think you are such a courageous ,strong woman.and i cant wait to read your book!!! take care dawn
February 23rd, 2007 at 12:47 am
Hey Dawn, we just bought the movie “Wonderland” because we think its so good and we were just wondering if you seen it and what you thought of it and how everything was potrayed,like yourself?Also we would like to know what it was like for you at that time in your life?Thanks.
March 8th, 2007 at 2:47 am
Seriously, When do we get to read your book? I can barely handle the wait.
Take Care
March 9th, 2007 at 9:53 am
Hi Dawn, I recently had the opportunity to watch the movie Wonderland. I did not realize this was a true story until the end when they started showing the credits. My heart sank and my stomach felt cold and empty. I kept telling myself “this is real!” I had heard of John Holmes before but I had never heard of the Wonderland Murders. I was only 4 when this happened.
I have thought about you and the “incident” at least once a day since I watched the movie. I enjoy music tremendously especially classic rock…when something happens to me or someone else it seems there is always a song to express what hasn’t been said …The song at the end of Wonderland – If you could read my mind by Gordon Light Foot is what I feel John may have truly felt for you – but I think the drugs interfered with that. Do you have a song that reminds you of him or that time in your life? I too am a victim of abuse – not nearly what you have been through. But through it all I have learned that you can’t live in your past. My past has actually made me a better person and the mom that I am today. After reading through your posts I can see you too share the same opinion!
I think you, the directors, and cast did an amazing job on putting this movie together. When a “true crime” story is being told a one sided story never has any justice it all seems one sided. But in this case we get to be brought in to what the police and investigators were feeling and going through when trying to solve the murders. It lets the viewers decide what they want to believe to be the truth.
I am anxiously waiting for your book to come out. I too have so many questions, but like you have mentioned in your previous posts your book will shed light on a lot of things.
I think of you often and wish you a million to infinity best wishes!
Amy Rider
April 6th, 2007 at 10:08 am
Hi Dawn, I am a big fan of Wonderland, and wanted to say I admire your strength and courage. I cant imagine what it was like to go through all of that. I am curious as to when your book will be out. I have been on the look out for awhile and so far havent heard anything yet. Has it came out yet? If not, when will it?
thanks,
-Nelson
April 19th, 2007 at 11:09 am
Dear Dawn, I would love to be added to your list for advanced notice on the book. Thank-you so much!!!
April 23rd, 2007 at 8:34 pm
Please add me to, for the advance notice on the book.
P.s. How is Sharon feeling these day’s?.
God Bless.
April 28th, 2007 at 10:35 pm
Greetings Dawn, I’m from Thailand and just came across an article in a local magazine remembering John’s life and works most of all marking the 20th year of his passing away. I am very intrigue in reading your book. I am not a Val Kilmer fan, ever since his domestic scandals. However, did watched boogie nights which included some ‘wonderland’ in the latter part of the movie.
It would great if you could share some of your experiences living in Thailand.
June 3rd, 2007 at 10:37 pm
I just spent a lot of time searching for The road through Wonderland and then came across your website and it found out that it has not been published. Please put me on the advance notice list for the book. I just watched the movie tonight and I new who John Holmes was (who doesn’t) but I was completely unaware of the murder case. It was a great movie and I cannot wait to read your book when it does come out. Thank you so much!
June 5th, 2007 at 3:38 pm
I am also interested in learning when The Road Through Wonderland is available in print. I saw the movie, but wondered how much was actually factual – would like to hear it from someone who was an intimate part of the scene.
June 13th, 2007 at 7:57 pm
Hi Dawn, I see your parents divorced and you went with your father but what happened to your mother if you don’t mind me asking? You don’t mention her at all. Also what happened when you spent all your time at Sharon and Johns house, was your father around? Or is this all going to be in your book?
Thanx!
June 14th, 2007 at 7:50 pm
hey dawn, i just wanted to say i think the wonderland movie was amazing and if i can be added to the advanced notice for the book?
thank you so much
June 15th, 2007 at 11:47 am
I’m a big fan of the movie and a big fan of this entire story as a whole (not to mention I think you’re amazing) – I CAN’T wait until your book comes out. I want to be one of the first buyers!!!
Always, take care
August 6th, 2007 at 2:50 pm
Hey Dawn,
I saw “Wonderland” last night for the first time. I purchased it on a $5 rack at Wal*Mart. I am so glad I did. It’s an amazing story. I would like to know more from your point of view. When do you think the book will be published and ready to purchase. I hope its soon.
Good Luck with finishing it!
Danielle
PS. Please add me to the advance notice as well! Thanks!!
August 12th, 2007 at 3:28 pm
I only have one question… Where can I buy this book!!!?? I cannot find it anywhere!
August 12th, 2007 at 4:10 pm
I’d Like to be put on advance notice as well thanks!! Its also been awhile since I’ve been here…Hope you and sharon and your daughter are well….In your book do you ever mention what happened to susan?
August 13th, 2007 at 12:42 pm
I just found out that The Road Through Wonderland hasn’t been published. I have been looking everywhere for it.
Will you please out me on the advanced notice list? Thanks!
Paige
August 16th, 2007 at 5:57 pm
Dawn-
You are a trooper-When will your book be available? Also, any idea if Susan Launius is still alive?
All my best-
jen
August 20th, 2007 at 10:05 pm
I know you are so overwhelmed with ?’s about the book and release date but one of the blogs says it hasnt even been published…is this true? And if so can we ever expect to see it on the shelves. Also all best wishes and prayer to you, Sharon, and your family.
August 23rd, 2007 at 1:14 am
Hi Dawn,
I haven’t been able to find the book either…and I also have wondered about Susan Launius…can you tell us how she is if you have heard anything?. God Bless you and Sharon and your family.
Laurel
September 26th, 2007 at 12:02 pm
hey, i love the movie its one of my favorites. its crazy you went through something like that. i would really like your book if you could tell me the name and when it comes out. i wondered about susan launius too. were you friends with the wonderland gang? im glad to hear your life turned around for the better. have a great day….
October 9th, 2007 at 7:47 am
I just saw Wonderland last night and am now dying to read your book! Thing is, I can’t seem to find it! Is there a website where I can order it from? I looked on Amazon, but had no luck.
October 9th, 2007 at 8:59 pm
Hi Dawn! Goodness, do you have a story! I have searched everywhere to see if your book has been on the shelves yet…but I’ve yet to find anything! I’m assuming that you may still be in the process – it’s a long one to get a book out there! Anyway, I just want to let you know that I am fascinated with your story and Sharon’s story. I have had an obsession with this story for quite some time (which inspired my major currently, Criminology). Last Christmas my boyfriend bought me the movie after me telling him every detail about it. I’ve just now gotten one of my roommates really interested in this story and we are looking very forward to reading the book! Best wishes to you and your family!
October 11th, 2007 at 10:25 am
Yah ive tried to find your book and im having trouble..When does it come out on shelves and what is it callled?
October 24th, 2007 at 11:52 am
when will the book be out to buy?
January 19th, 2008 at 10:45 pm
I just recently watched the movie Wonderland. I had never heard of the Wonderland murders and never in a million years would have thought John Holmes would have been involved in something that gruesome. I never really knew anything about him except for him being a porn star. The movie was great and very well acted…had me on the edge of my seat the whole time. At the end of the movie I seen you had a book out and I immediately went online and tried to find it. I have not been able to find it anywhere. I have checked Ebay, Amazon.com and other sites as well. I read a comment from you that it was being published in 2005. Could you please tell me if and when it was published? And possibly where I can purchase it from? I am sooo intrigued by your story and I am dying to read it. Thanks & God Bless…
February 29th, 2008 at 9:04 am
hi dawn,
i`m just like the writers on top of my comment so much interested in your story. i studied the net to find your book, but i found nothing. so, please tell me the title, maybe there is a german version you can tell me. thank you for helping me.
i wish you all your dreams come true.
March 4th, 2008 at 9:05 pm
Hi Dawn,
I have been looking for your book for over 3 years and have had no luck finding it. I was very inspired by your story seeing how I have been down a road similar to yours. I am now a single mom with 4 kids and your story inspires me to keep going everyday. I would love to read your book, please advise me as to how how I can find a copy of it.
March 17th, 2008 at 9:45 am
Dawn, I know its been a few years but I would like to find your book and cant! Is there anyone out there who has a copy they would be willing to part with or lend out, or do you know where I can find a copy? I have tried libraries, amazon, ebay, and nothing…
May 13th, 2008 at 6:36 am
hey ive been trying to find your book is it even out yet? i thought i read it would be out in 2006
May 15th, 2008 at 8:20 pm
Where can I find the book The Road Through Wonderland?! I am dying to read it!!
July 24th, 2008 at 11:19 pm
I can’t find your book anywhere, where can I get it. I was a preteen living in Monrovia Ca. when the murders happened and I own the movie because everything is so vivid in my memories…please let me know how I can obtain your book.
thank you and blessed be
September 23rd, 2008 at 12:06 pm
It shows that the book will be released Aug 2010 http://64.233.167.104/search?q=cache:xtfi4NIDFXcJ:www.medallionpress.com/press/files/nonfictionPressRelease.doc+road+through+wonderland&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=7&gl=us&client=firefox-a
December 26th, 2008 at 9:48 pm
I can’t wait to read this book. I prefer reading over watching movies, because they are always better… Is there a way to be put on some list for advance notice of the books release?? If so please let me know thank you so much and god bless you and yours…..
February 4th, 2009 at 2:30 pm
i was just wondering where i can find this book
i live in canada and recently seen the movie and now i am dying to read this book
so if anyone knows where i can find it online or anything like that it would be greatly apreciated
Thank you
February 4th, 2009 at 2:31 pm
woooooops maybe i sohuld read the comments first
May 15th, 2009 at 7:58 am
hello Dawn, how long it still takes till august 2010! i just can’t wait to read your book: couldn’t you please anticipate that date? i hope in the book there will be some photos of John and you and your special love, and i would like also to know if you plan to sign copies of it and when and where, not to miss the occasion to meet you in person: what an event would be! so please put me on the advance notice list for the book. grazie.
June 25th, 2009 at 8:36 pm
Hey, I was just wondering where I will be able to get a copy of your book when it is finally released, and if I can pre-order it? I really loved the movie and I can’t wait to hear your side of everything! I was also just wondering how come it is taking so long to be released? Thanks! -Erin
January 3rd, 2010 at 1:08 am
Dawn, it’s been awhile since I’ve messaged here. I hope you and your family are well.
I don’t wish to be indelicate, but it has been 5 years since the movie came out and at that time it was said in the credits that you had just finished writing your book. Now I see it will be at least another 8 months before the book is actually finished/released? August 2010?
Would it be possible to make a statement of some sort about your book and the progress/status of the book? Many of us have followed your journey and identify as victims and hopefully as survivors of drugs and domestic violence. It seems that it has been left on the back burner. Thank you very much.
January 3rd, 2010 at 1:28 am
Hello again Dawn,
Please excuse my last comment. Had I searched your blog better I would have seen the website just for your book information. Good luck still with your journey, I’m still plugging away in my day to day. Really looking forward to the August release date. Take care, thanks again.
January 3rd, 2010 at 4:03 pm
Hi Wendy,
I am so thankful you find this site and my story helpful as a survivor. You are amazing and there is so much you have to offer life. Hang in there and thank you for being patient for my book.
All the best,
Dawn